production hasil tenusu merundum, atau????

Entah kenapa… lately production tenusu aku merundum.. =( adakah sebab Raheel dah 6 bulan and dah buleh makan solid food maka secara automatically nya kilang tenusu tu macam tetau jerr dia pon mengurangkan production nyer?? Hwmm… raheel makan pon 1 meal jer.. mana aci...

Tetiap hari bila menuai hasil tenusu kat opis aku akan log dlm rekod book aku. Biasanya utk sesi pertama dlm pkl 10pg aku akan dpt around 7.5oz to 9.0oz, and sesi kedua dlm pkl 3pm dpt lagi around 7.0oz to 8.5oz. so total sehari biasanya akan dpt 17oz dan lebih. tapi semenjak dua menjadi ni cuma dpt around 7.0oz to 8.0 oz jer utk sesi pagi and 6.0oz ke 7.0oz utk sesi petang. And jumlah sehari cuma around 14oz to 15oz ajerr… hari ni paling skit… Cuma 5.5 oz ajerr belah pagi.. petang pulak 7.0oz, so total 12.5oz JERR??
Aku try track balik ape agaknyer yg menyebabkan kemerunduman hasil tenusu ku ini… sebab aku period kah?? Tapi bulan2 lepas ok ajer… sbb tension kah?? Hwmm.. tak jugakk… mungkin sbb gangguan emosi aku bersedih sbb kehilangan imik..(part kehilangan imik ni aku belum buleh nak cerita lagi..) tapi mungkin kah?? Atau sebab ada beberapa hari dlm minggu lepas aku skip meal??

Mulai hari ni aku akan makan lagi byk2 sayur especially lobak putih… kasi up balik production. Atau perlukah power pumping?? Atau perlukah amik supplement milk booster?? atau?? byk nyer atau...

Atau… jumlah hasil tenusu yg aku dapat skrg ni masih banyak and kuantiti tu sebenarnya normal??? Hahhaa… byk betol persoalan aku nih… ape pon aku harap production tenusu aku akan maintain ada sampai hajat aku nak exclusively BF Raheel sampai at least 2 tahun tercapai… aminnnn!

Raheel dah makan!

comelnyer dia makan!

Seronoknyer bila dapat suap raheel makan for the first time!! And reheel pulak give a very good respond towards food. Agakneyr dah lama dia tunggu saat2 nak makan… selama ni dok tengok ayah ngan bonda jer yang makan…

nyum2.. feeding spoon pon tak sempat beli lagi.. haha!

hehehe.. so, first food that bonda feed raheel was banana puree… sambil suap tu bonda dok nyanyi2 dengan hepinyer! eat banana… eat banana… eat banana…

skarang ni Raheel dah makan macam2 buah. sumer nyer bonda buat puree. pear.. epal.. and kismis campur nasik.. so far rasanyer favourite Raheel banana... nanti bonda nak beli avacado, Raheel makan yer... hihihi..  cukup time nnt bonda buat bubur nasik campur2 pulak. okeh! bestnyer~

Wedding Anniversary... ke 3rd..

It is our anniversary, a day for reminiscing, for hugging and kissing….

Haha.. this year’s anniversary kita celebrate secara wasatiah. No anniversary trip like previous previous year. Maklumlah, this year we had a MEGA PROJECT yang sangat MEGA! So allocation money for enjoy enjoy dah habis disalurkan untuk mega project tersebut… lain kali aku citer pasal mega projek itu, okeh… ini entry utk anniversary…

Yeahh… 2011 is our 3rd year! Seems just like yesterday jer kami kawin.. love and affection never fades between us. Makin semarak cinta lagi ada! Apatah lagi dengan kehadiran Raheel menyerikan hidup kami!



This year, like we always do, we spent our quality time together. The only different is it wasn’t only the two of us... yes, this is the first year we celebrate our wedding anniversary with Raheel around. The more the merrier! On the 3rd year of our marriage I received a pleasant surprise from hubby. He gave me a grill pan “Idaman hati aku sejak lama dulu…” (cewah, macam la rajin sgt masak grill grill ni kan?) tp sbb selalu tengok license to grill, TLC, Asian Food Network, AFC… rasa mcm best plak kalo kekadang buleh buat grill grill sendiri kt umah. Hubby placed the grill pan in the kitchen and I was very joyful sampai terlompat-lompat!!



suprise dari hubby gobee! price tag tak remove tuh~

So sebagai tanda terima kasih and untuk merasmikan grill pan yang baru itu, I set a home made candle light dinner for him. Buat simple2 ajer coz short notice and nak layan raheel lagi.. so semuanya express and make use of what I have in the kitchen…

nyum2... 

so we enjoyed our dinner just the two of us at the table. Raheel golek2 sorang2 depan tv…

What a beautiful life I have… thank u hubby for being a very good husband to me. You are the best and I love you so much till death do us apart… Mmmuachhh!!

-lambatnyer mengepos entry ni sbb tggu lambat sgt aku nak transfer gambar-

air asia BIG SALE

http://www.airasia.com/my/en/promotion/rr0920206.page

promosion BIG SALE start hari ni pukul doblas tadi. book from 23 may- 29may utk travel period Feb 2012- Jun 2010. giler jam nak book tiket kat air asia!!! memanjang aku dok dlm waiting room. hohoho... nampaknyer mereka berpusu-pusu nak book tiket murah air asia, termasuk aku. aku nak survey jer pon.. bukan nak book. ahaha.. manelah tau kot2 ade rezeki nak travel tahun depannn... (tapi tiket kena beli tahun ni) GLUPP! hahaha... memang tak lah jawabnyer...

Tak pe lah.. aku window shopping ajer... kalo ada yang best2 buleh aku promote kan kat adik beradik/ sedara mara aku... hehehe and biar aku jadik org yang sebok2 buat tambah sesak trafic kat airasia.com tuh. hehehe...

all my life i've been good but now, ahhhh i'm thinking what the hell... (avril lavigne ajar aku...)

solid food untuk Raheel

yeayyy!! hari ini Raheel Adli ku sayang sudah genap enam bulan!! aku dah sgt excited nak kasi dia makan solid food. Dah berminggu-minggu aku dok mencari2 resepi utk masak bubur yang sedap2 utk raheel. (cewah… baru2 ni excited la sgt.. kang dah lama2 dtg la malas aku nak prepare makan dia tu) so, sementara tgh excited ni aku layan kan aje kerajinan aku itu..

banyak info2 yang aku dah collect mengenai makanan yang sesuai utk baby yang baru nak start makan. Info dari susu ibu.com, paling sesuai utk baby 6 bulan yang baru nak start makan is fruit puree. Buah2 yang sesuai tembikai… epal.. pear.. pisang… betik… mangga.. nyum2.. err… strawberry ke.. kiwi ke.. agak2 buleh tak?? heheh.. so, aku punye mission this weekend ialah utk buat experiment dgn bagi fruit puree pada Raheel… nak start dgn pear atau pisang (sbb tu jer yang ada kat dapur aku skrg)… aku ingat nak buat mixed fruit puree, tapi info tu kate better bagi sejenis buah dalam satu masa supaya baby buleh memahami rasa and tak confius. Wokeh2.. buat permulaan ni aku ikut by the book dulu. Nanti baru buat experiment yang dahsyat2!! Hehehe… be ready Raheel..!!

ohh.. sungguh excited diri ku ini...

Hubby's 29th birthday!!

11th of May! It’s my hubby’s birthday! This year I didn’t get the chance to set anything surprise for him. Well, may be some of u know what we’ve just been through which I will someday share about it when I have the strength, right now it bring tears to my eyes by just thinking about, so I don’t think I can write about it just yet…

Back to 11th May, both of us (me and hubby) applied one day off just to celebrate his 29th birthday! Nothing very special this year, budget pun ciput coz we’ve spent fortune on paying down payment for our house. Yeahh! We bought a house already… that I will story the mori in different forum ok! This entry is all about my hubby’s birthday. Okeh, back to the budget ciput, although I can hardly have extra money to spend on enjoy2, still I was able to allocate some amount to make my hubby’s day! Orang kate belanja ikut kemampuan, so there’s no fancy fancy gift, (haha.. macam la tahun2 lepas ada fancy gift!). dah survey wish list hubby, semua out of my range buat masa ni. High taste laki aku nih! Hahaha.. anyway, I brought hubby to berjaya time square theme park! (haha.. ayat mcm aku yg drive) Actually hubby had to drive himself la to redeem his birthday treat! Nak harap aku drive? Haha.. tak sampai ler jawabnyer! So, we spent half a day making ourselves dizzy playing rides there. I really enjoyed myself and I hope so do hubby. Sekali sekala dapat opportunity keluar dating just the two of us, terasa plak macam masa couple2 dulu. Lupe jap anak kat umah opah! Ahaha…

So, we spent a few hours at the park, aku dah dizzy to the max and after hubby dah puas naek roller coaster, kita pun pulang… got to chow awal coz nak beat traffic jam. Maklumlah, it was working day, time org balek keje nak kuar dari KL tau2 je lah mcm mane kan? Besides, I had another plan for hubby. And we arrive home just in time, perut pun dah lapar, it’s dinner time!!! After fetch Raheel at opah’s we went out for dinner! My treat! My previous plan was to belanja hubby at swensens, but baru jer lepas melantak kat sana 4 days ago (ayah belanja sempena mother’s day and my sister + hubby birthday- brupp! Thank u ayah!) Then I thought nak go to one of our favourites, TGIF, tapi I told myself, and hubby told me belanja ikut kemampuan… nanti makan expensive now and tak makan later pulak! hahaha… so instead of going there, I belanja hubby at black canyon… food not bad, environment ok, service pon ok.. kira ok lah! Hahaha.. hubby suke kan? Asalkan perut kenyang sudahh… hubby tak kisah at all!

Ok, that was all about hubby’s birthday… a birthday without a cake! Hehe… orang offer Ice cream cake tak mau! – actually i yg nak! Tapi birthday boy tak mau, tak kan I nak over. Hehehe…

Haha.. ok, itulah saje… I pray that health, prosperous and happiness be with hubby all year through and years to come… I LOVE U!!

17 MAY 2011

it's our

3rd WEDDING ANNIVERSARY!!!

HEPI ANNIVERSARY HUBBY!

I LOVE U MORE AND MORE AND MORE EACH DAY!!!

kerja ikhlas ke??

Zaman sekarang ni mana nak jumpe orang yang buat kerja 100% ikhlas?? Kalau dulu YES! Kalo seseorang tu jadi cikgu, memang dia berkorban umpama lilin membakar diri, ikhlas mendidik anak bangsa. Tak harap pun ganjaran, elaun tambahan dan sebagainya. Kalau jadi tentera, sanggup bergadai nyawa demi Negara tercinta. Tak fikir pun kalau dia mati anak bini nak makan ape. Kalau jadi polis pun sama…Dulu kalau diterima masuk public service orang punyalah gembira. Appreciate abis! Kerja tak kira masa. Kerja lebih masa pun tak pe… elaun?? Itu belakang kira, ada dia suka, tak ada pun tak ape.. kerja ikhlas untuk negara….

Dulu orang kerja pasal nak bekerja untuk kemajuan Negara. Sekarang?? Kerja untuk kemajuan diri sendiri dulu…. Untuk dapat duit menyara diri dan keluarga… sebab tu sekarang orang bekerja mengejar ganjaran/ duit semata-mata. Bila kerja lebih sikit mintak elaun…. Kerja susah sikit, minta elaun… tambah kerja sikit, minta elaun… suruh buat pembaharuan, mintak elaun… ELAUN tak sudah-sudah, hasil kerja takuk tu jugak…

Lepas tu pulak, sikap orang kita ni, bila dah biasa tiap-tiap tahun dapat, lama-lama jadi muka tak malu. belum sampai masa dah ada bunyi2… Orang tak niat nak bagi pun dia mintak… lepas tu bila tak dapat dia memberontak! Siap ko! Aku tak undi!! Ahaa… cerita pasal ‘candy’ lahh… ala... hadiah sempena hari pekerja ke.. hari guru ke… tiap2 tahun mesti mau ada… baru buleh buat kerja… (ishh… ishh… teruk betul!)

Ada pulak orang bekerja mengejar pangkat dan kuasa- ye lah.. pangkat tinggi, kuasa & gaji pun besar... Mungkin dia rajin buat kerja, sampai bukan kerja dia pun dia nak buat juga! tapi habis dipijak semua orang asalkan dia dapat naik atas dulu. Bila pandang orang lain naik pangkat dulu dia pun berapi rapi! Tak puas hati… macam2 dia keji… lepas tu mula la susun strategi nak tabur pasir dalam periuk nasik orang. Tak baik hasad dengki… naik pangkat atas rezeki… bukan dikejar pun pangkat tu, tapi dia datang sendiri… rezeki masing2 Allah dah tentukan… cubalah bersyukur dengan kelebihan yang ada, jangan asyik nak dengki kat orang ajer…

Sama-samalah kita muhasabah diri yer.. peringatan utk diri aku juge... memang kita kena bekerja untuk menyara diri dan keluarga. Tapi jangan lah sampai lupa peranan kita sebagai ape… umpama kalau jadi kerbau, membajak lah… kalau jadi ayam telur, bertelur lah… kalau jadik lembu tenusu, menyusu lah.. eh, betol ke?? Haha.. lebih kurang macam tu la… maksudnya buat kerja kita… jalankan tanggungjawab kita… jangan asyik nak harap ganjaran ajer… bersyukur dulu… dapat awak kerja! Kalau tak???

oh.. kebetulan, hari ni hari guru... SELAMAT HARI GURU!!!

p/s: hani bunny... hepi besday!

people's preception about government servant

Last few days, I talked to a total stranger when I was waiting for a friend somewhere in Alamanda during lunch hour. And what was their first word when they know I work as a government sevant? Guess what?? Ahaa... something about “seronok la u keje gomen… rileks..”

Well, that wasn’t first time I heard people saying that. Almost every non civil servant I know say such thing including my own family. These are what they think…- “keje gomen senang… tak stress” and “senang la keje gomen, byk rileks” and “ala… keje gomen, bukan ade keje pon…”

Funny enough, that was also my perception before I sign up as government servant (don’t get me wrong, it wasn’t the reason I join public sector). But after 3 years being in the system, believe me, those perceptions are all totally wrong! Who says keje gomen rileks?. If you say working in private sector is stress, headache and hectic? So do working in public sector. Working in private sector demand u to stay late at the office? So do working in public sector…sometimes we even work during weekend! working in private sector busy all the time? Nahhh… don’t bluff…. Not all private company workers are busy all the time. There must be time, may be several days in a month that are not very busy or not busy at all. It’s the same like in public sector, there are times when we are a little bit relax, but most of the times are not. Kerja tak pernah abis… Works are all the same. The challenge may be different but still in the same tricky way

I am not trying to change people’s perception, u may think all you want about us doing nothing and receive salary at the end of the month, but to those who say so, wait until u join the system. Apply la… ape tunggu lagi?? Dah apply tak dapat?? Sila cuba lagi…